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Tuesday, October 13, 2009 Y 4:10 PM

Many many things to update but then some have been forgotten.. Anyway there's this GUY bought a watch for me .. but then i think really lor.. What for.. Do i deserve it? It cost $200 plus.. Hais anyway also over le.. Hais.. Really very tired lahs.. Of r/s this kinda things..

There's photo to upload.. =) 09-10-2009 & 10-10-2009 .. My make up artist & hairstylist : Lesmine Lin.. Lols.. Will upload when have time bahs.. hees =x

Anyway things getting better but yet still got to find a place to stay.. Actually got already but there's some problem loh.. hais.. sians.. just wanna be alone for the time being.. Hmmm tot ytd can meet up wif "him" then in the end nv lahs.. sigh!! ITs ok... I dont care lahs.. Anyway also dont wish to think so much also lahs.. Just stay happy can le.. =D

Stop here bahs.. still got work to do hees... Faster 6pm then can go work liao.. haha... excited! =x

Monday, October 5, 2009 Y 11:55 AM

05/10/2009 - Mon blues =/ lols.. anyway its gonna be lunch time.. but i also duno wat to eat T_T!! hahas.. sians.. hmm today will go find ah ma pass her mooncake.. becos les's mum asked to bring it to her =) (thanks aunty) lols.. =D then will go find les wait for her to end work then go back tgt..

04/10/2009 (sun) - was sleeping till 3plus.. had a nice dream till i dont wanna wake up! LOLs.. I dreamt of "him" hees.. its like so happy.. hais but its only dreams.. =/ anyway les went to buy Chicken Rice .. =) [thanks gal] hahas.. then after that slack all the way.. then wanted to go play badminton de but was drizzling so end up just stayed at hm .. hmm then her mum da pao food back eat agn.. hee abt 11plus abit hungry agn.. went to buy tibits & maggie.. hahas.. after eat wash up then go to bed! zzzZZz.... =)

anyway cried agn for "him" when i sent the msg.. think that is the last time i will ever cried for him cos the next time i tried no more tears came down so maybe wont cry for him anymore.. but also very hard to say.. cos im still missing him =/

anyway still got pics to upload but haven't got the time yet.. hees.. anyway on 28-09-2009 (mon) went to see son at AMK! took some pics will upload later bahs =)

[ ii force bb to smile =x he like angry me dont want to smile lo.. sry darling.. not that i dont want see u everyday.. but i want earn more money.. mummy love you always!! =( ]

Many many things to say but also duno hw to put in words but think just forget abt it lahs.. say put also no use.. NO one will UNDERSTAND de. =l/ eaten my lunch le.. gng for a smoke! Ciaoz =p

Monday, September 28, 2009 Y 11:36 AM

Today is a very sleepy & tired day for me.. Suddenly eyes feeling so heavy!~ WAt happen,,, maybe is becos of the medicine i eat bahs.. Later 12 will take a nap bahs..

25/09/09 ( fri ), yeah!! took pay but gng to finish it up soon.. went to Funan to get a camera... so happi then rush to work.. Was so-so for me la that day.. After work went to Ratchada for awhile then last min find fren at BQ then saw other frens at there then went sabai for awhile.. Saw bobo & xiaomei just say HI cos abit high le.. Then abt 6am plus went to les's place then zzzZZZ cos still need to go work -_-" ...

[ testing camera ]

[ zi lian =x ]

[ hahas ]

[ les & tingg ] thanks gals for being by my side! joob joob!

[ siinging happily & posing ]

Last pic for the day =p loves loves!!

26/09/09 ( sat ) - tOok a cab down to work reach abt 10.40am, SIGH!! having hangover.. Hahas.. everytime like that.. lucky i came to work la.. if not really dont need come back le.. =/ then after finish work at abt 12.30pm faster rush home to slp!! zzZZ... =p slept till 7pm wake up rush to work.. late... lols.. reach there abt 9pm.. then after that went to GM cos andy's birthday but when we reach there.. He mao mak mak leow!! Wahahas.. Got took some pics but havent upload yet.. Then after that went to les hse..

Here are the pics.. =)

[ boss open AIR-CON for her =x ]

[ FAT de me =( ]

[snap shot]

[ Smoke effect =) ]

[ hahas mao mak mak na!~ ]

[ 5 lambo 1 waterfall ]

[FAT de ma agn =( ]

27/09/09 ( sun ) - hmmm sleep till abt 3 - 4plus pm bahs.. then les says her dad ask me wake up & eat.. hees paiseh lehs.. hahas.. then she told me her ah gong's b'day.. wow so many ppl i more paiseh lahs.. hahas.. =x anyway got took some pics of her family.. =) then after that at abt 9plus went to hougang point.. see doc =x hee.. then chat for awhile downstairs went up took racket for badminton! hahas must exercise cos we ate alot!! hee.. we played till 12plus am.. then after that went to bathe then went out for supper wif fren then buy cig cos both no cig le.. abt 3am plus reach home.. then i change & quickly zzzzZZZZ... lols...

28/09/09 ( mon ) - woke up at abt 7plus am.. asked "him" wake me up at abt 730 - 745.. but he 8am then call me.. i already out of her hse.. =) hee.. aiya as long hear his voice can le .. =x haiss why he like that de.. im veri xinku lehs.. he also nt like last time le.. =( nvm la... maybe i really put too much feelings in "him" le.. Wat to do.. There's nth i can do.. Everyday thinking of "him" only.. Sigh!! Let one day go by one day bahs.. I also dont know wat he wants.. Ok lahs.. Once upload photos then will upload here too =)

* ii just hope things will be like last time.. Seeing u everyday makes me happi..

** ii will not bother anyone anymore.. Had enough of all the things already.. so tired.. shall keep myself busy from now on.. things will nv be the same again..

Friday, September 25, 2009 Y 1:31 PM

Today feeling so tired!~ Got to keep myself busy by doing work & work & work.. and not think of all those stupid things le.. I've been waiting for your sms or calls but i know u wont do tt.. Its okie.. Used to it le.. and whenever msg u, u like not happi like that.. Hate the way u reply me.. Haiss.. Watever lahs.. I also cant do anything.. U busy with your things go BUSY lahs.. cant be bothered so much also lahs.. I will try my best to let u go..

Anyway i just wanna keep myself as busy as possible!~ Tonight working agn.. Hope i wont get drunk again.. Whenever i think of eu i sure drink many one! Hope when i heard all the songs i wont drop any tears anymore! Must be strong already.. I dont want just say onli.. But to do it!!!!

Hope that today can get pay.. i wanna get a camera! =) then take many many pics with my gals.. hees.. So excited!! But still i got too many things to pay.. Haiss hope that is enough! Got to start saving le.. cos find place to stay also need $$$ ... Arghhh!! Seeing the bills & debts i can *faint.. lols... CAmera confirm must BUY!!! Lols...

Just keeping myself happy everyday although i miss eu every moments...

[ e s t h e r ]

Wednesday, September 23, 2009 Y 10:43 AM

19/09/09 (sat) - Tingg came to fetch me then we went to BQ.. went to Ben's restaurant & waited for les to come .. Then after she came we start our steamboat... Ate till 7plus took a cab down to Paro & start work.. 12plus tingg left to GM then me & les continue working till 2am.. 2plus we left for GM and tingg was nt there cos she went to Neverland! Haiyo.. So Les, Sara, Ferlyn & Me left to Neverland to find tingg.. She was damn drunk already can.. So we also abit high le.. Stayed there for awhile then went down to find the rest cos they eating.. Then Les & me went back 1st.. Tingg they all still eating.. So i just left.. went to meet... lol

See she's happily eating lo... Lols..

20/09/09 (sun) - Slept till forget wat time le, i think 7pm.. Ya cos i was like rushing to work =x then prepare for work took bus to pearl centre and bought Chicken Chop!! was like taking my own sweet time.. =x lol suppose to be at work at 8pm but reach 9pm.. -_- lucky next day not working cos public holiday.. hahas.. Shiok! If every week like that best! =x hees.. Hmm also not much ppl lahs.. So was quite slack! then tingg came dwn.. Sing & sing & sing.. hahas ( no voice already still singing =x ) hahahs... Then at abt 1plus finish work .. we headed to GM!! hahas..

Here's on the way to GM!! =)

Kkz... We reached GM le.. Was abit high but tingg like drunk le lehs... lol.. Then we start taking pics but the lighting not nice!! T_T aa-rom sia..

Then we went to the toilet.. Nice photos.. hahas... i like!! =x

Haiyo see her face !! hahas... =x

Then here are shots of myself.. Left eye infection till today seeing things very blur.. hais.. =(

21/09/09 (mon) - Suppose to be working but asked les to take over.. cannot take it le.. but went to meet her & end up at Paro also.. lols.. then things happen wat a bad day!~ Was damn angry too.. NB!~ how old le still duno how to think.. Hais.. Drunk also cannot like this de ma!~ Pple come 1st time then like this die lahs.. Next time ppl wher will come down again.. Kaos... Angry!~ After that left to sabai .. hais.. I dont want go de but no choice.. But in the end saw bobo, xiaomei & their fren.. Enjoy too but very tired!~ Halfway thru he msg me wher u? Was happy to receive his msg but hais.. Then reach home abt 5plus 6 bah.. slept for 2hrs or less then go to work.. HAngover!~ lols.. very xinku then slp in office for 1hr like that.. waiting time to pass....

22/09/09 (tues) - Was at GM.. with les, ben, thosmas then abt 12plus he called me.. =) was like so happi then met him go supper lo.. Thanks gal for understanding me.. I know u know de.. Loves!~ When wif him i really dont know wat i thinking.. and like got nth much to say.. was thinking quite alot too.. im so confused right now!! Maybe wat my manager says is true but i also dont know la.. Maybe dont care so much lahsss.....

All i can say is wat shld i do now?? I really dont know.. Wat i can do is not to think so much.. Anyway wat u guys treat me as i also dont know la.. but wont ever do stupid mistakes again.. & to those who i not interested can u stop disturbing me!~ lols.. Now i understand la.. being "fan de zi wei" hahas... Stop it with the "DEAR" thingy!! Lols... ii also nv reply.. hahas.. T_T ..... Anyway there's no choice to left.. Why do girls always fall for BadBoy.. -_-

Thursday, September 17, 2009 Y 1:03 PM

[ e s t h e r ]

Last nite.. Went amk to see Ezekiel.. Was veri happy but he gave me those innocence eyes just makes me drop my tears.. Mummy is very sorry ok.. I will go see u more often okie.. I promise.. I will spent more time with you.. and bring u out.. now will save many many $$ just for you ok.. Later i will go see u again ok..

Anyway why am i still thinking of eu! yes u told me not worth it.. but i just cant let go.. I feel very useless at times.. why am i so weak! i shld avoid all those nonsense things.. i hope that will be the last time im doing it already.. dont want get into anymore shits.. wad will ppl think of me! shuck!! >.<.. Yes although i may have back my SIngle life but i have to respect myself too.. I wont be so stupid again!!

Im still feeling tired but i think really need more rest! if like this goes on.. things will be worst.. must really take care from now on! anyway today ur phone will be silence from me dont worry.. i will try my best!! not to disturb u anymore.. u want u call or sms and i doubt u will.. ( i really dunno how to feel now! ) everyday got no mood to work or do anything.. now im alone all i can depend is myself.. wont go and bother other ppl!.. right now just wanna find a nice & peaceful place to stay.. [ cant think of anywher yet ] =(

I'll stop for now.. go buy fruits to eat.. ciaoz =p Cherish my gals.. =)

Monday, September 14, 2009 Y 11:31 AM

[ e s t h e r ]

Today is a so-so day for me. Becos im trying very hard not to think.. Although have the urge to sms, call & msn u but im controlling as i dont want to disturb u! Its ok.. Up to you.. Im waiting to see whether will u sms or call me anot (but i dont think so u will) .. This few days in office got nth to do so decided to BLOG! although abit lazy but just feel like writing everything out..

Today is MONday!~ Sigh! Long day agn.. This week gonna work like SHIT!~ Mon, Tues, Wed, Fri SAt & Sun. Lols.. Maybe halfway thru i will collapse.. =x hahas.. But i will be STRONG! No matter wad.. Wanna try be independant le.. Although how bad my life is.. i will try my best to pull it thru.. I will make my first prority to my precious Ezekiel.. Then to my career.. For RS , i hope not to think too much.. But i do still think of eu every min..

This end month decided to buy a CAmera for myself.. =) So can take many many photos.. hehe.. Hopefully i can do it..

I need to find a place to stay soon.. Dont wanna kena bedbugs le.. =( Sobs.. Very itchy & pain =/ haisss.. really duno where to slp lehs.. or i go roadside & slp better.. haisss... duno wat to do lahs..

Anyway i'll stop here lahs... heart very pain!~ Sigh!~ =(

Missing

Eu
Les
Tingg
Fen
and those who miss me lahs =x lols

Thursday, September 10, 2009 Y 3:14 PM

[ e s t h e r ]

Today feeling very terrible!~ Extremly.. =( feel like crying out.. But no use also.. What can i do right.. Things become like this already.. Shouldn't do that last night but i dont know why i cant control .. Why am i always ruin things up.. Can someone just kill me =(

Till now haven't eat .. =/ No mood lehs.. But scare later work at nite DIE!! cos must drink agn.. Duno can don drink not.. I cannot take it anymore le.. =(

My mind is f**king blankk now.. Dont know why cant think.. I just hope time will pass fast.. Hopefully later can take pay.. Wad shld i do now?? haisssssss

Wednesday, September 9, 2009 Y 5:16 PM

[ e s t h e r ]

Feeling very tired everyday.. Think i must do something about it already .. It cannot be dragged anymore.. My feeling is confused now.. =(

WAnna work hard for money now.. and wanna see Ezekiel soon.. Haiss many things may happen but i hope that things will end soon.. I want a better life.. Dont ever make the same mistakes again.. Wanna change for good!~

As for RS things , i will try my best to put it aside as i hope not to get hurt again.. I hope for u all the best.. Maybe w/o me u'll have a better life.. [sorry]

Today got nth to do.. So just come in to blog.. Actually im very happy working there but things may happen anytime.. I just hope things wont become worst! Just wanna be happy that's all..

Hao lahs.. I think i got nth to say le.. Just leave it to fate!~ Buaizzzz .. =/

Monday, September 7, 2009 Y 10:50 AM

see her mouth~! Aa-rom sia na!~ lols..

Date : 04-09-09

Location : Paro Paro [ our working place ]

This two besties of mine.. Thanks for being my side.. love them!!~ Joob joob..

Many things have happen and things will nv be the same anymore.. Im gng to start anew and not to think too much.. Things have come so far and all i know is inside my heart i want to give Ezekiel the best only.. That's all..

Now cherish wat i have.. I feeling very terrible everyday.. Hope it'll get over soon!~

- I miss eu! - and not forgetting my gals.. Lesmine & Tingg.. and of cos my precious Ezekiel..

Tuesday, September 1, 2009 Y 10:36 AM

Everything's gonna be over soon.. I miss u Ezekiel.. Dont worry i will come & find u! Mummy love You always..

Thursday, August 6, 2009 Y 2:05 PM

[ e s t h e r ]

Today, is a BAD day for him.. Hais who ask him to drink bUt i know tat u're down!~ Hais... Anyway NATIONAL DAY is coming.. My little Ki'ern, been wondering this 5 years wru? how are u? are you good? i hope u grow up in a good family. I'll always rem u. Wherever u are! I hope tt u are happi. God gave a good date to rem u & is Singapore's Birthday!~ U will be in my heart OK!

Anyway just thinking why why why why why!~~~~ There's many whys but what can i do???? =( .. And let it be!~ I shall do my work & not going to think too much!~~~

Tuesday, August 4, 2009 Y 4:03 PM

Woah!~ I think im really lazy to update my BLOG! Hahas.. =P Hmmm many things have happen within this few weeks.. However im not feeling as happi as last time.. Dont know why also.. YEs married life do change but sometimes i really sick & tired of everything.. I understand that have to give up many things.. but sometimes also very stress .. NVm!~ I just dont wish to think too much too.. Just wanna meet up with my gals & ENJOy!~~~~ Hees =]

Anyway after the 15th Aug 09, maid is gng back & not taking care of son anymore so will be at my place le.. Will be busy le.. Sigh!~ Hahas.. But wad to do.. hope that i can fork out time to meet my gals too =D Lols.. Yes i do still want to enjoy but i do have limits and will take care of son too.. =)

Haiss.. Let's not think too much about it lahs!~ Say also no use.. Just let fate be!~ =)

Missing eu~ =] hee hee

Myspace Graphics

Wednesday, July 22, 2009 Y 1:31 PM

Hmmm.. wanna blog bUt dont have the time =) haven't blog about my aUstralia trIp.. Slowly bahs hahas =) Anyway just update abt myself bahs.. Been working taking care of baby & meeting my gals lahs.. Having a great time with them =p .. bUt got to work hard, clear my things & save for holidays agn.. Really wanna go holidays with my gals =D & have FUN!~ hees..

All i hOpe now is everything will go smoothly for me.. Really sick & tired of everything bUt this is my Life wad can i do.. Leave it to fate bahs.. -_-" I really dont want to tHink so mUch already.

Missing u gals much much~~ Wanna have more FUN!!~~ hees.. =p Jub Jub!

Will update my aUstralia Trip soon bahs =) back to workkkkkkkkk... =p

Monday, June 29, 2009 Y 1:51 PM

It's being sometimes since i blog already, anyway $ come $ gone.. =( sigh... anyway govt $ is coming in either today or tmr .. & ask papa for help too.. so at least i got bit $ for australia..

Yeah this SAT im flying off already.. so hOpe everyThing gOes smOothly =D

got some photos to upload .. but some not in com yet.. go home & do ba.. now just upload those photo i went out with Gals on FRIDAy =)

[ my fAce damn White can =X ]

jub jub

loves

<3

love u gals

had fun with you gals.. =) misses..

gal: we'll take better pics la.. im so white =X hehe... tmr tmr kkz =p

Sunday, June 21, 2009 Y 3:16 AM

goNna sleep already.. one day im gonna learn her dance steps!! hehe

nites.. Ciaoz

Y 1:54 AM

wahaha i saw this youtube from NAT Ho blog!! hehehehe so funni..

Check it out ... heheheeheheh

Back to my games......... Nitez everyone!!---------------------------------->

Thursday, June 18, 2009 Y 8:10 PM

Woah!! got my lg ice cream phone today =) hehes.. nice!! =p i love it! lols.. anyway this whole week being very very tired.. dont know why.. haiss..

alright shall wait for my australia trip next 2 weeks =) can relax le. hope i have enuff money to go there.. shall stop here cos gonna watch tv!! =D and explore my

hehes.. byebye!!

Monday, June 15, 2009 Y 10:14 PM

谁还记得　

是谁先说永远的爱我

以前的一句话

是我们以后的伤口

过了太久

没人记得当初那些温柔

我和你手牵手　

说要一起走到最后

我们都忘了　

这条路走了多久

心中是清楚的　

有一天　有一天都会停的

让时间说真话

虽然我也害怕

在天黑了以后　

我们都不知道会不会有遗憾

谁还记得　

是谁先说永远的爱我

以前的一句

是我们以后的伤口

过了太久　

没人记得当初那些温柔

我和你手牵手　

说要一起走到最后

我们都累了　

却没办法往回走

两颗心都迷惑　

怎么说　怎么说都没有救

亲爱的为什么

也许你也不懂

两个相爱的人

等对方先说找分开的理由

谁还记得爱情开始变化的时候

我和你的眼中

看见了不同的天空

走的太远　

终于走到分岔路的路口

是不是你和我　

要有两个相反的梦

谁还记得　

是谁先说永远的爱我

以前的一句话

是我们以后的伤口

过了太久

没人记得当初那些温柔

我和你手牵手

说要一起走到最后

我和你手牵手

说要一起走到最后

Y 4:04 PM

Yesterday was dEarx2's OFF day =) .. we sent boi back to kaLLang .. he fell aslp halfway cos was tired.. LOLss.. when was preparing to go out he was entertaining himself running up & down & talking alot.. wahaha ...

Anyway went dOwn to P.S to catch a movie .. Land of the Lost (21:40) show

It was alright for me la.. not really nice but a little funny.. after tt show it was like 11plus already.. So we didN't knOw where to go.. then he suggested that " do i want to play game " i sais " anything lo " since it's his off day then accompany him longer la.. hahas.. then we went beauty world there play lan.. left 4 dead .. hehe quite fun.. really quite addicted to it.. hehe

I want play again.. hehehehe =P

Alright i shall go back to work already.. buai!! Ciaoz......................

Friday, June 12, 2009 Y 2:02 PM

tOdaY was okok only for me =) anyway thInk i'll be gng MAD later when i brIng the naughty bOi home T_T!! haiss just cant tAhan him loH.. haiss =(

tHinking where to brIng hIm tmr.. cOs will be working till 3-4plus PM.. have to go warehouse to clear & destroy the files which was years ago.. Woah!! think is alot.. heard got bout few hundreds box or ....... (not tOo sUre..)

Alright I'm gng to have a smoke break now.. then back to work... =) Ciaoz!!

Monday, June 8, 2009 Y 11:18 AM

... sAturdAy bouGht eZekiEl to paSir Ris.. ok loh.. was alrigHt only.. but only worry sOmethIng onLy.. =( why when always he cOmes hOme he dOesn't waNt to EAT!! fEEl veri irritated also .. haisssss sigh!! everytIme also liKe thIs.. then whEn brIng hIm go bAck will aSk for "mum mum" sobs =( dOnt know wad to do to hIm lahz..

Small Hearts Pictures, Images and Photos

=(

... Anyway my mum-in-law is bringing the whole FAMILY to AUSTRALIA!! Lols... =) so long nv go for holidAy le =P so muz relax & enjOy le =P hees.. hmmm will be leAving on 4th July =) for a week.. hehes..

... Alright i'll get back to work & gng for lunch soon... hopefully dOnt need to bUy for an IDIOT who is so greedy and treat everyoNe in our office like a maId.. dAmn f**king irritating P*G.. who's eating he will lOOk & lOOk and says why nv bUy for hIm.. [pui!] u tink u bIg BOSS ah!! I give you SHIT eat la!! ;p hahas...

... shall uploAd the pIcs i tOOk =) ciAos..

[ have to let him wear tt top cos the weather is damn f**king hot lo.. haiyo!

Song Lyrics | Lady Gaga lyrics

Thursday, June 4, 2009 Y 11:55 AM

okay! this few dAys fEeling not so gOod! I don't know wHy =(

anyway just finIshed my Lunch.. Have MAC cos of the cUp.. hees =D

anyway jus dOn't wIsh to thInk tOo much.. tRying to relax myself..

gOing to do my wOrk...

tImes pass & thinGs wiLL cHange =D

CheErs..

Monday, June 1, 2009 Y 11:15 AM

i always remember you gals... loves!! ♥

TOdaY's a bAd dAy!!!! =(

..ขอบใจนะ.. (kop jai na)

ขอบใจนะ ที่ครั้งนึงเธอเคยยอมฝืนใจตัว

Thank you for taking the effort to do it for me.
ขอบใจนะ ฉันรู้ว่าเธอทำดีที่สุด

Thank you for doing your best for me.
อย่างน้อย ครั้งหนึ่ง ที่พยายามทุ่มเท

Once, you gave me your affection.
อดทนให้กัน แค่นั้นก็ดีมากมาย

And endured this hardship for me, I could not ask for more.

(this is a nice song =))

-> http://www.ethaimusic.com/punch/peuan.html เพื่อน (peuan) by punch

Thursday, May 28, 2009 Y 11:35 AM

laSt niGht wEnt to AIRPORT to fetch [deArx2] so happi.. bought all wInnie e pOOh things for me =) hehes [thanks dear] then i bought him

aNd for mysElf

hahas.. cannot buy LG ICE CREAM phone.. [no $$ liao] =X hehe... pay too many things haiss sobs... i go back work 1st.. update agn.. ciaOzzz.... =D

Song Lyrics | Flo-rida lyrics

Sugar (Dazzler Remix Sampling) - Flo Rida Feat. Wynter

Tuesday, May 26, 2009 Y 1:45 PM

Last night left office at 9 like that.. hmmm then went meet aunt at BUGIS =) Bought 3 TOP.. hehes =D [thx yi!!] =) tmr pAy dAy.. but then sure everything gone agn =( haissssss..... nvm nvm JYJY will do it one.. anyway i'll get back to work already... Ciaoz...

Monday, May 25, 2009 Y 6:53 PM

Yesterday brought Ezekiel for a SWIM.. for the 1st time.. =p i shld have bought him long time ago...... but... lols... NVM.. anyway slowly la... =) here are some pics to see then......

After the swim, he catch a cold & cough.. =( today i sms the maid then she says no cough but got fever & flu!! T_T!! Haiyo... luckily gor medicine there.. God bless EZEKIEL!! love you darlin!!

Anyway now still in OFfice.. Cos waiting for aunt to finish work @ 8plus.. Feel like eating SteambOat... hahahahahas =X [fat liao] anyway got to go ToiLet le =p loves loves

dearx2
ezekiel
lesmin
shiwei
shufen
carol
sheryl
felicia

Y 10:50 AM

Hmm tiring day.. Anyway dearx2 now in BKK .. boring!! hahas.. anyway he's gonna get me a white PSP not piNk =( cos dont have already sadz.. nvm la.. white then white lo.. =) hehes

anyway downlaoding PSP games is like -_-!! i cannot take it.. need someone teach me step by step but.. haiss =( irritating lehz.. sigh... dont know wat to do now.. forget it.. sure got ways one!! later meeting Ah Yi.. but dont know go where... Faster wed =X wanna get pay & settle somethings..

Alright i'll get back to work .. Ciaoz!! Missing u

Lyrics | Jesse McCartney lyrics

Sunday, May 17, 2009 Y 2:49 PM

Today Sunday le.. Still have one more week to pay day .. [faster faster] =X hees.. anyway 24th may 09 dEarx2 will be gng bangkok!! Sigh!! hmmm but b4 he go he'll buy my PINK psp! =) happy lahz but ,, hahaha.. =) he always get to go holidays with his frens but nt me =( [saddening]

Nvm it's ok.. Anyway now damn addicted to FB Restaurant City!! Haiyo.. sometimes cant go in very the pekchek de lo.. Especially when the workers are working .. hmmm..

Later gng to bring son to Bugis with Grandma they all lo.. Then bring him back to kallang.. Tmr got to work again.. now really busy cos of the STUPID timeshare files.. hopefully will clear asap! Anyway hope that boss will be ok.. nth gonna happen [yeah!!] wish u good luck.. anyway shit those ppl who betray him!! they are F**ked!! really lo.. cant take it.. A good boss always ends up nth good =( but anyway god have EYEs to see de!! Right.. Im really happy working there.. =D

Now bb slpin.. so got time to use com.. hehes.. playing my restaurant city again.. kkz i'll stop here for now.. Ciaoz!! Buai Buai.. God bless Everyone!! Cheers T_T!!! LOLs

<- i wan this colour ok =X hehe

Wednesday, May 13, 2009 Y 10:26 PM

hmm was just browsing around names for hUbbie cos he wanna change his name again.. hahas so i saw EZEkIEL's name & the meaning of it =)

Name: Ezekiel

Gender: Boy

Meaning: God will strengthen

Pronunciation: (ee ZEEK yul)

Additional info:
Ezekiel was a major prophet of the Old Testament, the author of the Book of Ezekiel. Ezekiel, like Jeremiah, is said to have been a descendant of Joshua by his marriage with the proselyte Rahab. He lived in Jerusalem until the Babylonian conquest and captivity of Israel, at which time he was taken to Babylon. The Book of Ezekiel describes his vivid symbolic visions which predict the restoration of the kingdom of Israel.

when he's 2months 1 day =)

Tuesday, May 12, 2009 Y 3:25 PM

My Favourite Songs

Y 2:13 PM

镇守爱情 zhen shou ai qing - power station

终于穿越了巨大寂寞

应付起长夜得心应手

也能呼吸也有脉搏

把被你折磨看作成就

苦痛也就能换成守候

山守著云也没说什么

一定会有以后

我拿铁石心肠镇守著爱情

留给你一个回来的原因

当你伤透心

给我一个以后

淋著时间的雨我寸步不离

你是我留不住的生命里

尽力强留住的唯一

那些动人的我不会说

已经决定的何必承诺

把心掏给你够不够

一千年后谁记得我

但我还牢记你轮廓

没有倦容还在等你回头

Monday, May 11, 2009 Y 9:40 PM

It's been quite sometimes didn'T blog le.. as in quite LAZY =X LOLs.. Anyway last week finally meet up ShuFen bb and Carol.. =)

at fen's work place

toilet =x

toilet 1

baobei forever =)

ugly me & carol =x

didnt even know i took this =x opps

the gals.. happi b'day jing nuan

Nowadays keeping myself busy at work.. not to think so much & trying to clear bills & debts & of cos save money to go for an holiday.. =) We really need a BReak.. Muz go release stress =) Still have 2 more wEeks to payday n got to clear many things but... waNna get my LG ice cream phone.. [hehe] =D

That's all for now!!~~ too tired to write too.. Let pics talk!! =p

<- comin for u this month end!! Pink Pink Pink Ice Cream!!~~~ =D

p.s : missing.. [lesmin][shiwei][amy][fen][carol][sophia][xiaomei][dearx2][son]... sometimes i really don wish to think tooo much.. cherish u gals.. it doesn't matter that u don have me in heart.. it's ok but rem im always there for eu!!

Monday, May 4, 2009 Y 11:31 PM

Am just back home after doing my HAIR!! =) hehes.. am so happi.. thks to DEarx2 and thks to EMily! (shiwei's sis) ... jus nice she's jus working there hahas.. Am so hapi .. She's the one who do for me de.. Nice.. Am very hapi with it.. =D but got to take care of it properly.. LOLs "mafan" =x hehehehe

Kkz.. After uploading the pics i'll go slp le.. tmr got work.. Tmr bringing ezekiel to polyclinic for jab.. Nites To everyone.. =) loves loves..

Wednesday, April 29, 2009 Y 1:37 AM

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TOday meet my 2 darlings!! =) [ lesmin & shiwei] @ hougang.. took pics wit les but shiwei nt ard =(
(still have chance ba) =X [talkin rubbish! =X sure have chance de ma rite =X hehes!! =D

i reach home 12plus am.. but is them so its worth it! now wanna upload then slp =D

She says she looks FAT T_T !! but she's still pretty nt FAT at all =D

[ 28/04/09]

Anyway now cant slp cos i heard one song quite nice =) maybe u all dont think so but nvm hahs =) k i upload e song then go slp cos tmr got WORk!! WAHAHA =D can wake up de lahz =) hehes =)

"Jai ho" (You Are My Destiny) - AR Rehman and Pussycat Dolls : Nicole Scherzinger

[shit youtube s*x.. halfway ziza ziza =X!! argh!!! nvm]

Wednesday, April 22, 2009 Y 2:33 PM

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MyHeritage: Look-alike Meter - Roots - Descendants

Monday, April 20, 2009 Y 12:49 AM

Just came back from BUgis =) went walk around with ah yi.. then went eat STEAMBOAT hahas.. hmm but gng for another steamboat with sheryl.. think after i get my pay ba.. =D hahas.. keep craving for steamboat sia!! LOLs.. =) wanna get fat le.. =X

anyway this weekend was alright for me.. except today ezekiel make me damn pekchek!! make him eat bUt keep on wanna play then when food in mouth keep coughing make the food all over the floor & bed!! really can go mad sia!! Lols! hmmm

i think i wanna upload the neoprints we took le.. always like no time upload sia.. haiyo.. hmmm then anyway tmr got to work.. anyway will work hard clear all my debts then maybe go enjoy once in awhile.. =) hehe.. just pray that everything will go smoothly for me now.. will nt go back my old ways le.. =) loves loves

nites to everyone!! misses!! =D

1st print - 27 june 06

12 august 06

27 september 06

30 october 06

27 november 06

mixture =D hee hee

Friday, April 17, 2009 Y 3:48 PM

HMmm.. sometimes i really hate life, so bored! REally dont know wad to do.. Things also keep coming to my HEAD!! Many many things.. Life's really a torture~~ HAizz aiya just leave it to fate ba.. Had enough of problems le.. Got to learn how to not to think already.. REally sick & tired already..

Alright anyway when i came back Office & found this pic of comic .. It's quite FUNNY .. Have a look ba .. *cheers =)

Thursday, April 16, 2009 Y 10:05 AM

Ehz stupid me go press SAVE!! Now got to do e whole thing once again!! Haiyooo........!!
My STUPID hand lahz!! ei ei =D Nvm la.. Anyway now @ work.. Muz find things to do..
But really g0t nth to do lehz.. Nvm i'll go find things to do.. But i go do something to my BLOG 1st..
Hehe... =)

Wednesday, April 15, 2009 Y 1:50 PM

=) This is RIHANNA.. Likes her Tattoo & Hairstyle! and some of her Songs! kekeke =p

R i h a N n a

Tuesday, April 14, 2009 Y 10:33 PM

Hmmm .. am so confused now.. becos of my Blog lo.. i nw headache la want a Templates to put foreva bUt doesn't know which templates *.* ei ei ..
i want something that wouldn't make me change my mind agn.. [thinkin....]

I wanna upload my photos too bUt now wad time already.. have to go orh lehz.. sighz .. T_T!! nvm la.. just take my time bUt 1st i got to find a templates to keep as l0ng as i can. (maybe my expectations are too high =X) LOLs ..

(anyone can help me with it? or any recommendations?) do leave a MSG to me alright =D will be greatful =)

Alright i'll keep updates agn.. -_*(winks) keke

(will upload one pic 1st.. will upload e rest when have time heehees) Nites everybody =) Misses

Monday, April 13, 2009 Y 10:46 PM

Hmm blog's making me go CRAZY but wad to do.. LOLs..
Anyway receive his msg is making me dont feel like doin anything already! =(
I don know la.. All i know is i hate loneliness!!

Nvm i'll just watch my TV & go to BED..

Nites my gals!! Lubssss......... (just wish someone can understand me but it's ok if noone does!)

Y 2:05 AM

Alright it's time to slp!! LOLs.. Almost all figured out bUt still got many changes To maKe ..

Nites =) Ciaoz [ m ii s s ii n g eu ]

Y 12:45 AM

I dont know why i cant sleep.. Dont know tHinkiNg aboUt whaT too.. Sigh!!
Everytime like this .. Later 6.45am got to wake uP le .. Haiyo .. Hope i'll nt be tired .. LOL

Anyway been figuring how to edit my profile.. Took one whole daY sia.. LOL.. =D
Got more things to learn.. hehehe =X

3-4 days he's nt home.. hmmm sigh!! i don understand why my FAMILY like this.. i also kelian my grandparents ma..
(nvm i don wish to talk about my family le.) Just hope everything will be FINE... ... BTw grandma kena 4D.. LOL..
lucky ah.. cos the whole family no $ le.. lucky if not tmr i EAT shit ... hehehe =D

die la.. the templates hor.. so ma fan de.. scare wait my video cant fit sia.. errrrr nvm sure got ways de..
now my BLOG abit the messy la!! hahas..

ok la.. since got time i go figure out again.. =) update again.. wanna wish eu good nItes!! take care... *_*

Saturday, April 11, 2009 Y 3:09 AM

Now just edit my home images =) ..

Just now was such a terrible day!!! -_-"!!
Wanted visit my passed on Uncle & Greatgrandma but.. didnt!! =(
[sorri] missing u b0th..
Then suppose to go CHURCH.. But is FULL so didn't went..
Grandma also very waT!!! HAiss..
Dont know whats the F**k wrong with my Family..
Now have drawn line with my MUM!! [she's too much]
Had enough of her nonsense!!
Now i really give up on my FAMILY!! Will just led my own life..
(hopefully i can pull through)

(im really sick & tired of my LIFE!!) Enough.. Just do wat i suppose to do & wat i wan to do.

Really canT be boThered anymore!! ENOUGH!!!

Dont say already JUST f**k iT!!

Worried for my GRANDPA now!! =(

Gonna slp le... Nites to my gals & eu!! Loves =) take care =D

Friday, April 10, 2009 Y 2:36 AM

Alright i've figure bit by bit already.. & am getting TIRED!! Hahas =D
I'll stop here for now... Nites and missing eu!!

Y 12:54 AM

I've been wanting to blog bUt doesn't have e tym.. So since now have abIt then i'll try slowly & i doesn't kNow how also =X hehe..

(anyone willing to teach ma??) =)

Anyway i'll slowly observe bA!!~~ =D

At the meantime.. Missing

♥ aMy ♥

♥ sHiwEi ♥

♥ LesMin ♥

♥ Eu =) ♥

I'll browse around & update again!!~~ =) missing u gals..